Another good lyrics for today...
Somebody... Save me please..
I'm dying here...
I don't want to run to HIM again.
Not that jerk...
"Untitled"
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Tormented Complex (TC)
Rabu, 19 November 2008
Thank You
I'm insane I think.
I post lots of lyrics today...
Well, I just don't know what to say anymore.
Hope the lyrics can represent my feelings.
"Thank You"
by Simple Plan
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
Tormented Complex (TC)
I post lots of lyrics today...
Well, I just don't know what to say anymore.
Hope the lyrics can represent my feelings.
"Thank You"
by Simple Plan
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
Tormented Complex (TC)
Welcome To My Life
Yeah.. Welcome to my life..
This one really reflects me right now..
*sigh*
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Tormented Complex (TC)
This one really reflects me right now..
*sigh*
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Tormented Complex (TC)
Your Love is A Lie
Another lyric...
Well, this one more reflects the relationship of lover.
But, I just want to post it.
Some part of the lyric express what are in my mind right now.
I love Simple Plan's songs.
"Your Love Is A Lie"
by Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
Tormented Complex (TC)
Well, this one more reflects the relationship of lover.
But, I just want to post it.
Some part of the lyric express what are in my mind right now.
I love Simple Plan's songs.
"Your Love Is A Lie"
by Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
Tormented Complex (TC)
Time To Say Goodbye
I don't know what strike me again.
I just want to post this lyrics.
I think this song reflects what in my mind right now.
Maybe someone should sing this song to me.
Time To Say Goodbye
by Simple Plan
I just don't wanna waste another day
Im tryin to make things right, but to shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me i cant erase
And i can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye
On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappeared without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found your way to let me down
It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye (cuz things won't ever be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (you made me see I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're gonna drown
Cuz if you just wrap your arms around me and pull me down
It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye (cuz things won't ever be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (you made me see I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
Now I'm gone, it's too late
You can't fix your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream, so you cry
I can see through your lies
You're just trying to change me
Somewhere in the distance there's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me, but I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders, and I'm sick of feeling down
So i guess it's time for me to say gooodbye
Tormented Complex (TC)
I just want to post this lyrics.
I think this song reflects what in my mind right now.
Maybe someone should sing this song to me.
Time To Say Goodbye
by Simple Plan
I just don't wanna waste another day
Im tryin to make things right, but to shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me i cant erase
And i can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye
On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappeared without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found your way to let me down
It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye (cuz things won't ever be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (you made me see I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're gonna drown
Cuz if you just wrap your arms around me and pull me down
It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye (cuz things won't ever be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (you made me see I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
Now I'm gone, it's too late
You can't fix your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream, so you cry
I can see through your lies
You're just trying to change me
Somewhere in the distance there's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me, but I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders, and I'm sick of feeling down
So i guess it's time for me to say gooodbye
Tormented Complex (TC)
Senin, 17 November 2008
just a wish (rein, hope u read this)
i'm so afraid
if everything that goes right now
will become something bad in future
i think our friendship were tested right now
and i'm afraid i can't pass it
coz' i don't want to lose my best friend for the second time
i'm so afraid with it
although, i could find another friend,
but i don't think they would be the same,
sure they won't
please, whatever happens,
please said to me
that you'll always be my friend......
~vermillion
if everything that goes right now
will become something bad in future
i think our friendship were tested right now
and i'm afraid i can't pass it
coz' i don't want to lose my best friend for the second time
i'm so afraid with it
although, i could find another friend,
but i don't think they would be the same,
sure they won't
please, whatever happens,
please said to me
that you'll always be my friend......
~vermillion
Minggu, 02 November 2008
Mimpi a.k.a Dream
Apa kata org tentang mimpi?
What they said about dreams?
kt org mimpi it impian kita
they said it's our dream
tapi klo mimpi buruk...
if it's a nightmare...
Itukah yg kita inginkan?
Is it what we want?
Kalau boleh memohon,
If i could wish,
kuharap it tak pernah terjadi.
wish it never come true.
tapi aku bs percaya hal it takkan terjadi.
but i believe it will never happen.
krn aku percaya pd org yg kusayangi...
cos' i believe to those i love...
kawan,sampai kapanpun, aku akan tetap disampingmu.
friends,till death do apart, i'll always by yourside.
-->to all my friends...
~vermillion
What they said about dreams?
kt org mimpi it impian kita
they said it's our dream
tapi klo mimpi buruk...
if it's a nightmare...
Itukah yg kita inginkan?
Is it what we want?
Kalau boleh memohon,
If i could wish,
kuharap it tak pernah terjadi.
wish it never come true.
tapi aku bs percaya hal it takkan terjadi.
but i believe it will never happen.
krn aku percaya pd org yg kusayangi...
cos' i believe to those i love...
kawan,sampai kapanpun, aku akan tetap disampingmu.
friends,till death do apart, i'll always by yourside.
-->to all my friends...
~vermillion
Jumat, 24 Oktober 2008
Hard Work=Nothing
No hope here…
Only despair waiting for me.
I’ve been having bad day continuously since Wednesday.
Really gloomy and frustrated.
I hate myself.
All my incapability made it worst.
I don’t have anything.
Hard work means nothing.
I work really hard; I think I work exceeding even my limit.
I force myself to be able to do this and that, but, I never success in doing something.
I make no changes in my life.
To be honest, I will never make it.
Fate hates me and I am doomed to failure.
I will always be a failure person wherever and whenever I go, as long as I still exist in this world.
Well, I should precisely say that my existence is actually dubious.
I am surrounded by people with talents here and there.
Most of them even “super” in my opinion.
I don’t know what fate has planned for me.
Putting me into this place.
I feel like I’m at the wrong place and time.
Maybe Fate enjoying torturing me in the first place.
Fate wants to see my suffering and pain.
I even doubt if there’s really a person out there who can save me.
I don’t need to be saved.
I’m the oblivion and a pure dark horse, right?
I don’t have my own shine.
Lots of people say that each person has their own shine.
For me?
I think there’s an exception.
I’m a “being” actually, not someone.
People never acknowledge me as someone with something.
They always consider me as a “being” that carry disaster wherever I go.
I’m a disaster, well, that I have to admit.
Also, I want to share something today.
I can’t sleep, got plenty of time.
I have a friend out there (actually, I don’t even consider him as my friend).
Let’s call him with B.
I’ve been chatting with him for a time then I decide to stop talking to him.
Why?
Because he’s a pure jerk (actually I don’t have the right to call him a jerk, because I’m lower than him and even a worst “being” than him).
He lies about everything.
Even though I know that, sometimes I still run from reality.
Whenever I have severe problems and I think that no one is there to hear my complaint, I’ll run to him.
I have done that several times.
My disease will peak at night.
Usually at night, nobody will be there for me.
Rein and Vermillion maybe have grown tired hearing my complaints, beside that, they’re already asleep at the time.
Then, all I can do is just chat with him.
One of the reasons why I’m still trying to trust him is because he ever comforts me in a different way.
I always expect my friends to do that (yeah, I’m also a demanding “being”, I’m really selfish), but nobody has ever done that.
Then, suddenly that treatment came from him.
But, even he can’t comfort me fully.
There’s still something, a word that I want somebody out there to say to me.
Nobody has ever done that.
There’s no one that has ever say that word to me.
I’m still waiting here…
Now, I don’t want to chat with him anymore.
He’s weighing on my shoulder and he is more annoying now.
Where’s my place?
Even Underworld doesn’t want to welcome me.
Well…
That’s my life…
I’m still sitting at the corner of the darkness, without my shine and just stared blankly at the bright place where people gathered around.
I’m exiled…
Is there somebody out there want to accompany me?
Of course no, they don’t want to fall into darkness like me.
They want to shine and be in the bright place where they’re destined to be.
Not like me.
I’m condemned and that has been scripted in my destiny.
Alone forever…
Tormented Complex
Only despair waiting for me.
I’ve been having bad day continuously since Wednesday.
Really gloomy and frustrated.
I hate myself.
All my incapability made it worst.
I don’t have anything.
Hard work means nothing.
I work really hard; I think I work exceeding even my limit.
I force myself to be able to do this and that, but, I never success in doing something.
I make no changes in my life.
To be honest, I will never make it.
Fate hates me and I am doomed to failure.
I will always be a failure person wherever and whenever I go, as long as I still exist in this world.
Well, I should precisely say that my existence is actually dubious.
I am surrounded by people with talents here and there.
Most of them even “super” in my opinion.
I don’t know what fate has planned for me.
Putting me into this place.
I feel like I’m at the wrong place and time.
Maybe Fate enjoying torturing me in the first place.
Fate wants to see my suffering and pain.
I even doubt if there’s really a person out there who can save me.
I don’t need to be saved.
I’m the oblivion and a pure dark horse, right?
I don’t have my own shine.
Lots of people say that each person has their own shine.
For me?
I think there’s an exception.
I’m a “being” actually, not someone.
People never acknowledge me as someone with something.
They always consider me as a “being” that carry disaster wherever I go.
I’m a disaster, well, that I have to admit.
Also, I want to share something today.
I can’t sleep, got plenty of time.
I have a friend out there (actually, I don’t even consider him as my friend).
Let’s call him with B.
I’ve been chatting with him for a time then I decide to stop talking to him.
Why?
Because he’s a pure jerk (actually I don’t have the right to call him a jerk, because I’m lower than him and even a worst “being” than him).
He lies about everything.
Even though I know that, sometimes I still run from reality.
Whenever I have severe problems and I think that no one is there to hear my complaint, I’ll run to him.
I have done that several times.
My disease will peak at night.
Usually at night, nobody will be there for me.
Rein and Vermillion maybe have grown tired hearing my complaints, beside that, they’re already asleep at the time.
Then, all I can do is just chat with him.
One of the reasons why I’m still trying to trust him is because he ever comforts me in a different way.
I always expect my friends to do that (yeah, I’m also a demanding “being”, I’m really selfish), but nobody has ever done that.
Then, suddenly that treatment came from him.
But, even he can’t comfort me fully.
There’s still something, a word that I want somebody out there to say to me.
Nobody has ever done that.
There’s no one that has ever say that word to me.
I’m still waiting here…
Now, I don’t want to chat with him anymore.
He’s weighing on my shoulder and he is more annoying now.
Where’s my place?
Even Underworld doesn’t want to welcome me.
Well…
That’s my life…
I’m still sitting at the corner of the darkness, without my shine and just stared blankly at the bright place where people gathered around.
I’m exiled…
Is there somebody out there want to accompany me?
Of course no, they don’t want to fall into darkness like me.
They want to shine and be in the bright place where they’re destined to be.
Not like me.
I’m condemned and that has been scripted in my destiny.
Alone forever…
Tormented Complex
Mendekatkan diri pada Tuhan
hmm...
mngkn ini bakal jadi posting ter-religius di blog ini
akhir2 ini gw jadi sering merenung, refleksi, meditasi, dll...
yach, cukup membantu menenangkan diri...
dari skian banyak kegiatan gw untuk mendekatkan diri pada Tuhan,
gw seperti menemukan sesuatu yg baru tentang Tuhan.
tidak bermaksud menganggu/menghasut keyakinan anda masing2,
I just want to tell what i feel
mnurut gw, Tuhan itu ada
tapi bukan berupa sosok seperti manusia yg slama ini digambarkan
Dia tidak tinggal di Surga
Dia ada di dekat kita semua
di sekitar kita...
Dia bukan roh
bukan juga makhluk ber-raga
tapi aku tak yakin apakah Dia adalah jiwa
bagiku Dia sebuah kekuatan
yang bisa kau rasakan dengan sangat dalam ketenangan
dalam keheningan
dalam kedamaian
dalam doa
dalam tidur lelapmu
Dia hadir di setiap detik kehidupanmu
mendampingimu di saat susah
memberikan saat bahagia bagi dirimu
Dia membuat kita semakin menyadari arti kehidupan
jawaban atas semua keraguan dan pertanyaan
keinginan dan harapan
Dialah damai sejahtera
~vermillion92
mngkn ini bakal jadi posting ter-religius di blog ini
akhir2 ini gw jadi sering merenung, refleksi, meditasi, dll...
yach, cukup membantu menenangkan diri...
dari skian banyak kegiatan gw untuk mendekatkan diri pada Tuhan,
gw seperti menemukan sesuatu yg baru tentang Tuhan.
tidak bermaksud menganggu/menghasut keyakinan anda masing2,
I just want to tell what i feel
mnurut gw, Tuhan itu ada
tapi bukan berupa sosok seperti manusia yg slama ini digambarkan
Dia tidak tinggal di Surga
Dia ada di dekat kita semua
di sekitar kita...
Dia bukan roh
bukan juga makhluk ber-raga
tapi aku tak yakin apakah Dia adalah jiwa
bagiku Dia sebuah kekuatan
yang bisa kau rasakan dengan sangat dalam ketenangan
dalam keheningan
dalam kedamaian
dalam doa
dalam tidur lelapmu
Dia hadir di setiap detik kehidupanmu
mendampingimu di saat susah
memberikan saat bahagia bagi dirimu
Dia membuat kita semakin menyadari arti kehidupan
jawaban atas semua keraguan dan pertanyaan
keinginan dan harapan
Dialah damai sejahtera
~vermillion92
....
i've just post 2 songs that for me are so cool!!
those song make me feel better whenever i'm down.
also sometimes controling myself and my "mada shiranai watashi"
hope that song can help you guys who feels bad.
~vermillion92
those song make me feel better whenever i'm down.
also sometimes controling myself and my "mada shiranai watashi"
hope that song can help you guys who feels bad.
~vermillion92
Tell Me Where It Hurts -MYMP
Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
chorus
(Instrumental)
gonna take it all away
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS
tell me baby, tell me
is there anything that I can do babe…
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
chorus
(Instrumental)
gonna take it all away
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS
tell me baby, tell me
is there anything that I can do babe…
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
God is a Girl –Groove Coverage
Remembering me, discover and see,
All over the world, she's known as a girl,
To those who are free, the mind shall be key,
Forgotten as the past, 'cause history will last.
God is a girl, wherever you are,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, whatever you say,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, however you live,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, she's only a girl,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
She wants to shine, forever in time,
She is so driven, she's always mine,
Clearly and free, she wants you to be,
A part of the future, a girl like me,
There is a sky, illuminating us,
Someone is out there, that we truly trust,
There is a rainbow, for you and me,
A beautiful sunrise, eternally.
God is a girl, wherever you are,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, whatever you say,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, however you live,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, she's only a girl,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl
All over the world, she's known as a girl,
To those who are free, the mind shall be key,
Forgotten as the past, 'cause history will last.
God is a girl, wherever you are,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, whatever you say,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, however you live,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl, she's only a girl,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
She wants to shine, forever in time,
She is so driven, she's always mine,
Clearly and free, she wants you to be,
A part of the future, a girl like me,
There is a sky, illuminating us,
Someone is out there, that we truly trust,
There is a rainbow, for you and me,
A beautiful sunrise, eternally.
God is a girl, wherever you are,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, whatever you say,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, however you live,
Do you believe it, can you receive it,
God is a girl, she's only a girl,
Do you believe it, can you receive it?
God is a girl
Rabu, 22 Oktober 2008
TC and BD
I have just discovered about my alter ego, my other personality.
His/her name is BD. (Well, it’s an initial name, just like TC that stands for Tormented Complex. BD wants me to keep his/her name in secret).
BD will come into surface when TC suffers from a breakdown and his/her “disease” peaked.
Last night, when I tried to get some sleep, something happened.
In conscious state, TC and BD debated and talked internally.
I even remember that I muttered their conversation.
Sounds insane, but, yeah…
Hey, TC… I have replaced you for a while tonight. I know what’s inside your mind.
So?
Well, holding back tears isn’t something very pleasant to do, right?
…
Maybe you’ll get better if you spill all your tears out.
Maybe.
So, wanna come back into the surface?
I don’t know. I can overcome this pain myself; I don’t need your help.
You do need my help. If you find it very hard to shed your tears, I can help you.
How?
You know me. Wanna give it a shot?
I’ve got no other option, I guess.
Yeah, no other option.
You’re alone, you know…
Precisely, both of us are alone.
Look around you, who do you have?
Go to mirror and see yourself.
You will see your own pathetic shadow.
Well, even we are lower than shadow.
Our existences in this world are questionable.
We got nothing. Nothing left to fight for.
Just an empty void.
We’ll get lost again in the darkness.
I love dark.
Darkness will fall again.
We’ll be left again.
Sitting at the corner, pointless, waiting for something that will never happen.
No dream. No hope. Nothing left. Nobody left.
Just you and me.
I have already accustomed to the excruciating pain.
How about you?
Even the smallest problem can trigger back your “disease”.
You’re useless, you know.
Nobody wants you, which are obvious.
We’re the oblivion.
Condemned to the deepest pit of darkness.
I’m longing here.
To die peacefully.
That’s my wish.
Simple, but never fulfilled.
TC, look at you.
You look horrible even now.
Guess, we’re not loved by fate, huh?
That’s only the part of the conversation that I remember.
Burst into tear after that.
I don’t know I cried for how long.
Before that, the clock showed 00.30.
Then, I don’t know how long I have shed my tears till I fell asleep.
Tormented Complex (TC), backed up by BD.
His/her name is BD. (Well, it’s an initial name, just like TC that stands for Tormented Complex. BD wants me to keep his/her name in secret).
BD will come into surface when TC suffers from a breakdown and his/her “disease” peaked.
Last night, when I tried to get some sleep, something happened.
In conscious state, TC and BD debated and talked internally.
I even remember that I muttered their conversation.
Sounds insane, but, yeah…
Hey, TC… I have replaced you for a while tonight. I know what’s inside your mind.
So?
Well, holding back tears isn’t something very pleasant to do, right?
…
Maybe you’ll get better if you spill all your tears out.
Maybe.
So, wanna come back into the surface?
I don’t know. I can overcome this pain myself; I don’t need your help.
You do need my help. If you find it very hard to shed your tears, I can help you.
How?
You know me. Wanna give it a shot?
I’ve got no other option, I guess.
Yeah, no other option.
You’re alone, you know…
Precisely, both of us are alone.
Look around you, who do you have?
Go to mirror and see yourself.
You will see your own pathetic shadow.
Well, even we are lower than shadow.
Our existences in this world are questionable.
We got nothing. Nothing left to fight for.
Just an empty void.
We’ll get lost again in the darkness.
I love dark.
Darkness will fall again.
We’ll be left again.
Sitting at the corner, pointless, waiting for something that will never happen.
No dream. No hope. Nothing left. Nobody left.
Just you and me.
I have already accustomed to the excruciating pain.
How about you?
Even the smallest problem can trigger back your “disease”.
You’re useless, you know.
Nobody wants you, which are obvious.
We’re the oblivion.
Condemned to the deepest pit of darkness.
I’m longing here.
To die peacefully.
That’s my wish.
Simple, but never fulfilled.
TC, look at you.
You look horrible even now.
Guess, we’re not loved by fate, huh?
That’s only the part of the conversation that I remember.
Burst into tear after that.
I don’t know I cried for how long.
Before that, the clock showed 00.30.
Then, I don’t know how long I have shed my tears till I fell asleep.
Tormented Complex (TC), backed up by BD.
Sabtu, 18 Oktober 2008
Death Wish
It’s me…
I’ve been absent from this blog for a long time…
Can’t sleep tonight.
I contemplated a lot.
About many things.
Maybe it is my annual disease strikes me again.
But, I feel that my “disease” just try to give me a signal about things I should do.
There’s no place for me anywhere.
I don’t belong anywhere.
Often I asked God, why I still exist in this world?
It is better for me if I don’t exist.
Or maybe I should end my life right now?
Nobody will miss me though.
I bet people will cry in joy when they hear about my dead.
Or maybe I should vanish completely; people will never realize that I have vanished either.
How pathetic…
I am on my attempt to ruin my own health.
I want my health deteriorate slowly.
I’m so upset.
I don’t feel like doing anything anymore.
Dreams are bullshits.
I don’t believe in dreams anymore.
People say that I’m a hard worker.
Even I do that, it never worth anything.
I never got what I want.
Only emptiness and void that remains inside me now.
I don’t think I can believe in something anymore.
I don’t know what should I fight for now.
Currently listening to my favorite video game songs.
The title is “Sibling Showdown”.
Still contemplating things.
I also think about my school.
I think I have picked the wrong school.
Maybe that time I should have decided to remain at my old school.
Even though I think it will not change anything.
I shouldn’t have moved from my very first school.
I’m just the lowest being that coincidentally accepted by good school.
Being among multitalented people somehow torture me a lot.
Especially if you’re like me.
Just a too ordinary being, untalented and unskilled.
Yeah, pathetic again…
Well, maybe this is the longest posting I’ve ever made…
I’m soooooooo dead!
Maybe even God think that I don’t deserve die.
People have the right to die.
Well, I forgot.
I’m not people.
A “being”, yeah…
Wound can heal but scars can’t.
Maybe I should plan about how should I die.
I want to look cool even at the moment of my dead.
That’s so lame…
For Rein and Vermillion, I want black roses at my coffin if I really die…
That will enlighten me a bit.
Got it?
Good.
Tormented Complex (TC)
I’ve been absent from this blog for a long time…
Can’t sleep tonight.
I contemplated a lot.
About many things.
Maybe it is my annual disease strikes me again.
But, I feel that my “disease” just try to give me a signal about things I should do.
There’s no place for me anywhere.
I don’t belong anywhere.
Often I asked God, why I still exist in this world?
It is better for me if I don’t exist.
Or maybe I should end my life right now?
Nobody will miss me though.
I bet people will cry in joy when they hear about my dead.
Or maybe I should vanish completely; people will never realize that I have vanished either.
How pathetic…
I am on my attempt to ruin my own health.
I want my health deteriorate slowly.
I’m so upset.
I don’t feel like doing anything anymore.
Dreams are bullshits.
I don’t believe in dreams anymore.
People say that I’m a hard worker.
Even I do that, it never worth anything.
I never got what I want.
Only emptiness and void that remains inside me now.
I don’t think I can believe in something anymore.
I don’t know what should I fight for now.
Currently listening to my favorite video game songs.
The title is “Sibling Showdown”.
Still contemplating things.
I also think about my school.
I think I have picked the wrong school.
Maybe that time I should have decided to remain at my old school.
Even though I think it will not change anything.
I shouldn’t have moved from my very first school.
I’m just the lowest being that coincidentally accepted by good school.
Being among multitalented people somehow torture me a lot.
Especially if you’re like me.
Just a too ordinary being, untalented and unskilled.
Yeah, pathetic again…
Well, maybe this is the longest posting I’ve ever made…
I’m soooooooo dead!
Maybe even God think that I don’t deserve die.
People have the right to die.
Well, I forgot.
I’m not people.
A “being”, yeah…
Wound can heal but scars can’t.
Maybe I should plan about how should I die.
I want to look cool even at the moment of my dead.
That’s so lame…
For Rein and Vermillion, I want black roses at my coffin if I really die…
That will enlighten me a bit.
Got it?
Good.
Tormented Complex (TC)
Rabu, 15 Oktober 2008
Kebaikan dan Kejahatan
Setelah gw menelaah ulang apa yang gw hadapi akhir-akhir ini. Gw menyadari bahwa apa yang dianggep baik buat kita belum tentu baik untuk orang lain. Saat kita bermaksud baik, orang malah menanggapi bahwa kita bermaksud buruk (jahat).
Sebuah kebaikan itu amat sangat relatif, tergantung dari diri kita sendiri dan dari pandangan orang lain.
Kebaikan dan kejahatan perbedaannya bahkan lebih tipis daripada kertas. Mungkin bisa dibilang juga seperti sebuah koin yang kedua sisinya tak akan pernah bertemu.
Gw menyadari, maksud baik gw bisa mengakibatkan dia menganggap gw jahat banget. Bisa membuat hubungan gw dengan dia berubah dari yang baik-baik saja menjadi permusuhan, bahkan mungkin kebencian, terutama dari sisi dia. Gw tahu itu semua adalah konsekuensi dari tindakan gw yang telah gw lakukan selama ini.
Gw juga menyesal bahwa gw terlalu terlambat untuk menyadari akibat dari semua ini. Gw pengen gw aja yang ngerasain sakit, daripada dia yang sakit gara-gara gw. Karena gw menganggap semua ini adalah murni kesalahan dari segala tindakan gw di masa lalu.
Semakin lama gw semakin benci dengan diri gw yang selalu melakukan kesalahan.
Terutama kalo hal itu menyangkut perasaan orang lain. Gw merasa hanya gw yang salah dan patut disalahkan. Karena gw udah menyadari semua hal itu sejak lama. Namun gw selalu terlambat menyadari bahwa tindakan yang gw ambil dapat berakibat fatal buat dia.
Gw itu adalah makhluk terbodoh yang pernah lahir di dunia ini. Gw mengharapkan kebahagiaan orang-orang terdekat gw, tapi yang terjadi adalah gw sendiri yang memberikan harapan lebih pada mereka dan membuat sakit hati karena gw gak bisa membalas perasaan mereka dengan cara yang sama seperti perasaan mereka ke gw.
Dan itu gak cuma terjadi sekali. Entah karena gw itu terlalu baik, atau terlalu jahat pada mereka. Gw selalu berusaha jujur pada mereka tentang perasaan gw. Karena gw gak mau membohongi mereka ataupun membuat mereka merasakan sakit lebih dari itu.
Tapi pada kenyataannya gw tetap aja melukai hati mereka. Dan gw telah berbuat jahat pada mereka.
Jadi sebenarnya gw itu dalam bayang-bayang kejahatan atau disinari dengan kebaikan?
Rein
Sebuah kebaikan itu amat sangat relatif, tergantung dari diri kita sendiri dan dari pandangan orang lain.
Kebaikan dan kejahatan perbedaannya bahkan lebih tipis daripada kertas. Mungkin bisa dibilang juga seperti sebuah koin yang kedua sisinya tak akan pernah bertemu.
Gw menyadari, maksud baik gw bisa mengakibatkan dia menganggap gw jahat banget. Bisa membuat hubungan gw dengan dia berubah dari yang baik-baik saja menjadi permusuhan, bahkan mungkin kebencian, terutama dari sisi dia. Gw tahu itu semua adalah konsekuensi dari tindakan gw yang telah gw lakukan selama ini.
Gw juga menyesal bahwa gw terlalu terlambat untuk menyadari akibat dari semua ini. Gw pengen gw aja yang ngerasain sakit, daripada dia yang sakit gara-gara gw. Karena gw menganggap semua ini adalah murni kesalahan dari segala tindakan gw di masa lalu.
Semakin lama gw semakin benci dengan diri gw yang selalu melakukan kesalahan.
Terutama kalo hal itu menyangkut perasaan orang lain. Gw merasa hanya gw yang salah dan patut disalahkan. Karena gw udah menyadari semua hal itu sejak lama. Namun gw selalu terlambat menyadari bahwa tindakan yang gw ambil dapat berakibat fatal buat dia.
Gw itu adalah makhluk terbodoh yang pernah lahir di dunia ini. Gw mengharapkan kebahagiaan orang-orang terdekat gw, tapi yang terjadi adalah gw sendiri yang memberikan harapan lebih pada mereka dan membuat sakit hati karena gw gak bisa membalas perasaan mereka dengan cara yang sama seperti perasaan mereka ke gw.
Dan itu gak cuma terjadi sekali. Entah karena gw itu terlalu baik, atau terlalu jahat pada mereka. Gw selalu berusaha jujur pada mereka tentang perasaan gw. Karena gw gak mau membohongi mereka ataupun membuat mereka merasakan sakit lebih dari itu.
Tapi pada kenyataannya gw tetap aja melukai hati mereka. Dan gw telah berbuat jahat pada mereka.
Jadi sebenarnya gw itu dalam bayang-bayang kejahatan atau disinari dengan kebaikan?
Rein
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