Aku sangat menyukai burung.
Dari semua binatang yang pernah ada di bumi,
aku paling suka burung.
Aku ingin menjadi seperti burung.
Burung, dapat terbang bebas ke mana saja.
Burung, terbang pergi mengitkuti nalurinya.
Burung, terbang tanpa dihalangi.
Burung, makhluk yang bebas.
Burung, selalu tahu kapan saat yang tepat untuk tinggal dan pergi.
Burung, selalu bisa mencari tempat yang aman dan nyaman baginya.
aku ingin teman-temanku menjadi seperti burung.
Bebas mengikuti kehendak mereka.
Tapi tahu pasti langkah apa yang harus diambil,
dan selalu menemukan yang terbaik bagi dirinya.
aku berdoa agar orang-orang yang kusayangi,
dapat menggapai mimpi-mimpi mereka
dan menemukan tempat terbaik bagi mereka.
Hari ini, aku berdoa
agar semuanya baik-baik saja...
~vermillion92
Sabtu, 24 Januari 2009
Lama ga aktif
Emang dah lama bgt blog ini ga diupdate.
Kita emang sibuk gara2 skul kita yg ngadain acara ini itu.
slaen itu komputerny lg pada ga bener selama liburan.
akhirnya, mpe taon baru, inilah post pertama yg msk.
wkwkwk...
meski telat bgt, anyway..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
ok, so now, we'll start our new life in the new year...
~vermillion92
Kita emang sibuk gara2 skul kita yg ngadain acara ini itu.
slaen itu komputerny lg pada ga bener selama liburan.
akhirnya, mpe taon baru, inilah post pertama yg msk.
wkwkwk...
meski telat bgt, anyway..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
ok, so now, we'll start our new life in the new year...
~vermillion92
Kamis, 11 Desember 2008
P.S
to: Rein and TC
after you read my post, please
-Don't talk bout it at school before we agree to talk bout it together. I hate it.
-Please write what you're think bout it at this blog too.
thx
~vermillion
after you read my post, please
-Don't talk bout it at school before we agree to talk bout it together. I hate it.
-Please write what you're think bout it at this blog too.
thx
~vermillion
Is it my life recently like?
Chill out, whatcha yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before.
And if, you could only let it be... you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talkin' to me one-on-one,
But you've become--
Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watchin' your back,
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool--
you look like a fool to me.
Tell me,
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
But life's like this, you--
You fall, and you crawl, and you break,
And you take what you get, and turn it into honesty
You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no...
-->this is a part of "complicated" performed by Avril Lavigne
~vermillion
Lay back, it's all been done before.
And if, you could only let it be... you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talkin' to me one-on-one,
But you've become--
Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watchin' your back,
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool--
you look like a fool to me.
Tell me,
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
But life's like this, you--
You fall, and you crawl, and you break,
And you take what you get, and turn it into honesty
You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no...
-->this is a part of "complicated" performed by Avril Lavigne
~vermillion
Today is A NOT SO GOOD DAY
and it's a super very bad day.
It all started at this morning when I go to school.
I forgot to bring my school fee envelope
(1st damn!)
and of course my parents angry.
-->alright this is my fault. I agree if they mad.
Now why can i sit in front of a computer and writing (or typing) this post is because i (and all of the Modern Dancer) weren't allowed to attend the class. The teacher said, "From this day to saturday there are no place for you on the class!"
and now the dancing teacher can't come to this school so we can't practice.
(2nd damn!)
-->WTF! why must i paid the school fee!!!
Something happen between TC and Rein! A little quarrel i guess. But looks like TC doesn't wanna face it and finish the problem! And I hate to look at TC with such that terrible face! I came to Rein, ask whats the matter (or maybe rein come to me to explain it, i don't know which one happen first) rein told me the story. But rein don't wanna comunnicate the problem with TC.
their quarrel is makin me sick
(3rd damn!)
and my granny still at ICCU
(4th unlucky things)
the clothes i washed haven't dry yet!
(5th damn!)
and I don't know what will happen after this.........
why does evrything's so confusing??
~vermillion
It all started at this morning when I go to school.
I forgot to bring my school fee envelope
(1st damn!)
and of course my parents angry.
-->alright this is my fault. I agree if they mad.
Now why can i sit in front of a computer and writing (or typing) this post is because i (and all of the Modern Dancer) weren't allowed to attend the class. The teacher said, "From this day to saturday there are no place for you on the class!"
and now the dancing teacher can't come to this school so we can't practice.
(2nd damn!)
-->WTF! why must i paid the school fee!!!
Something happen between TC and Rein! A little quarrel i guess. But looks like TC doesn't wanna face it and finish the problem! And I hate to look at TC with such that terrible face! I came to Rein, ask whats the matter (or maybe rein come to me to explain it, i don't know which one happen first) rein told me the story. But rein don't wanna comunnicate the problem with TC.
their quarrel is makin me sick
(3rd damn!)
and my granny still at ICCU
(4th unlucky things)
the clothes i washed haven't dry yet!
(5th damn!)
and I don't know what will happen after this.........
why does evrything's so confusing??
~vermillion
Rabu, 03 Desember 2008
I'd Do Anything
RP a.k.a Roaming Phantom,
I dedicated this song for you.
I've never heard the song before.
But, I want to dedicate the lyrics for you.
"I'd Do Anything"
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Tormented Complex (TC)
I dedicated this song for you.
I've never heard the song before.
But, I want to dedicate the lyrics for you.
"I'd Do Anything"
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Tormented Complex (TC)
I Really Mean Nothing For You
Tired…
Whew…
Tired mentally and physically.
Something bothers my mind.
Really bothers me.
I think I know what it is.
But, I just don’t want to admit it.
I was quite disappointed tonight.
Really upset by something.
Well…
I can’t talk to nobody now.
I really need a time to be alone.
Really alone.
Isolated from the society.
Just me alone…
Actually, I’m alone already.
Almost every time…
But, for today, I really need a time of peace.
Maybe I should cool my head down.
I really want to disappear if this is the case.
But, there’s still somebody that disapprove my wish to disappear.
I want BD out forever.
Controlling this main body.
Because, with the mind of TC, the health of this body will only deteriorate.
I don’t understand.
And maybe will never understand.
BD can handle things better.
The theory of the tears that had dried up is a true.
I feel torn out.
It is really hurt inside me.
But, I can’t shed any more tears.
I try another alternatives.
Silly way, actually.
I watched one video that made me burst out into tears when I watched it for the first time.
It didn’t work.
Yeah, I know, silly thing.
Just want to try…
Maybe shedding some tears can make me feel better.
The problem is, it has dried up.
What should I do?
Honestly, I don’t know.
Maybe I’ll put BD out again.
But, with BD out there, I hurt someone.
Now, I feel so wrong.
Everything is wrong.
Either BD or TC, it’ll only bring disaster.
Maybe, third personality will make some changes?
I don’t know…
I just want to be alone.
By the way, I have a message for someone I know who will read this routinely.
I you have read this, please, don’t ask what happen to me.
Don’t ask if I’m okay.
Don’t say that you worry for me.
Don’t say that your heart hurt reading this.
Don’t say anything, okay?
You asked me earlier what I want, right?
This is what I want.
I want to be alone for a while.
I just need a time.
I’ll promise, I’ll be back to normal in no time.
Just don’t bother me first…
Other things.
Don’t cry.
Don’t hurt yourself.
Don’t do something harmful.
You’ll upset me more.
Sorry, okay?
Maybe this message sounds harsh.
But, you know, that’s what I need now.
I’m so sorry.
I don’t mean to hurt you.
I just want to express what inside my heart.
Please, don’t take this wrong.
I still want you beside me.
I still need you.
Just for once.
Give me a time, okay?
Please, keep your promises too.
Tormented Complex (TC)
Whew…
Tired mentally and physically.
Something bothers my mind.
Really bothers me.
I think I know what it is.
But, I just don’t want to admit it.
I was quite disappointed tonight.
Really upset by something.
Well…
I can’t talk to nobody now.
I really need a time to be alone.
Really alone.
Isolated from the society.
Just me alone…
Actually, I’m alone already.
Almost every time…
But, for today, I really need a time of peace.
Maybe I should cool my head down.
I really want to disappear if this is the case.
But, there’s still somebody that disapprove my wish to disappear.
I want BD out forever.
Controlling this main body.
Because, with the mind of TC, the health of this body will only deteriorate.
I don’t understand.
And maybe will never understand.
BD can handle things better.
The theory of the tears that had dried up is a true.
I feel torn out.
It is really hurt inside me.
But, I can’t shed any more tears.
I try another alternatives.
Silly way, actually.
I watched one video that made me burst out into tears when I watched it for the first time.
It didn’t work.
Yeah, I know, silly thing.
Just want to try…
Maybe shedding some tears can make me feel better.
The problem is, it has dried up.
What should I do?
Honestly, I don’t know.
Maybe I’ll put BD out again.
But, with BD out there, I hurt someone.
Now, I feel so wrong.
Everything is wrong.
Either BD or TC, it’ll only bring disaster.
Maybe, third personality will make some changes?
I don’t know…
I just want to be alone.
By the way, I have a message for someone I know who will read this routinely.
I you have read this, please, don’t ask what happen to me.
Don’t ask if I’m okay.
Don’t say that you worry for me.
Don’t say that your heart hurt reading this.
Don’t say anything, okay?
You asked me earlier what I want, right?
This is what I want.
I want to be alone for a while.
I just need a time.
I’ll promise, I’ll be back to normal in no time.
Just don’t bother me first…
Other things.
Don’t cry.
Don’t hurt yourself.
Don’t do something harmful.
You’ll upset me more.
Sorry, okay?
Maybe this message sounds harsh.
But, you know, that’s what I need now.
I’m so sorry.
I don’t mean to hurt you.
I just want to express what inside my heart.
Please, don’t take this wrong.
I still want you beside me.
I still need you.
Just for once.
Give me a time, okay?
Please, keep your promises too.
Tormented Complex (TC)
Minggu, 23 November 2008
Dissimilarity
This is BD.
For the first time I exist in this body, I get a whole day for myself!
TC is hiding deep inside me.
But, TC asks me to write what one of many problems in her mind and post it.
TC needs answers that maybe can settle her mind to disappear completely.
TC has started to disappear gradually.
TC wants to sleep forever inside me.
Here is one thing that TC wants to say:
People say every people are unique in their own way.
Divergence in society is something that we should be grateful of.
We are different form the others.
But, even in this diversion, I still can’t find my place.
I’m lost.
Too many differences that I have to face and that has stressed me out beyond my limit.
I look around me, but I found nobody.
I really feel that I’m out of place.
I do have several friends around me.
As the time goes by, I feel that they’re running too fast, away from me.
I’m not capable of chasing them.
They’re really out of reach now.
Really far away.
I don’t know what I should do.
I don’t know if there’re still chances for me to get them back.
To approach them, I’m really not sure of myself.
I don’t know if they still trust me.
Still take me as their friend.
I don’t know if I’m still needed.
I don’t want to back to my old one.
I don’t want to put and create many masks in front of people.
I don’t want to pretend as someone that I myself can’t recognize.
I don’t want to look in the mirror and scream “This isn’t me! I’m not what I am!”
I don’t know where I should go next.
If I lost them, what should I do?
Should I be the old me again?
An ignorance one that didn’t care what actually happen.
Or a new me?
The one that doesn’t have it’s true self?
Only pretending as someone and erase my true identity away?
Why there’re some many differences between me and my friends?
Fate…
Is what you try to tell me here, is that they have left me and I’m alone again?
Where should I go?
Nowhere?
Why there’re so many gap among us?
Am I the one that not worthy enough to be with them?
Not worthy enough to stand beside them?
Well, maybe yes.
Maybe the answer is yes.
I have to put BD out more frequently.
Maybe with that personality, this lifeless body can get a decent place to rest.
A place where at least people see me.
Even though they never admit me as their friends, at least this body is seen.
I’m seen.
I don’t want to be forever invisible.
But, I don’t have my light and shine.
That’s why people never see me.
I’m the part of darkness that makes the place wherever I go veiled with void, emptiness, hopelessness and catastrophe.
Well, that’s all…
BD
For the first time I exist in this body, I get a whole day for myself!
TC is hiding deep inside me.
But, TC asks me to write what one of many problems in her mind and post it.
TC needs answers that maybe can settle her mind to disappear completely.
TC has started to disappear gradually.
TC wants to sleep forever inside me.
Here is one thing that TC wants to say:
People say every people are unique in their own way.
Divergence in society is something that we should be grateful of.
We are different form the others.
But, even in this diversion, I still can’t find my place.
I’m lost.
Too many differences that I have to face and that has stressed me out beyond my limit.
I look around me, but I found nobody.
I really feel that I’m out of place.
I do have several friends around me.
As the time goes by, I feel that they’re running too fast, away from me.
I’m not capable of chasing them.
They’re really out of reach now.
Really far away.
I don’t know what I should do.
I don’t know if there’re still chances for me to get them back.
To approach them, I’m really not sure of myself.
I don’t know if they still trust me.
Still take me as their friend.
I don’t know if I’m still needed.
I don’t want to back to my old one.
I don’t want to put and create many masks in front of people.
I don’t want to pretend as someone that I myself can’t recognize.
I don’t want to look in the mirror and scream “This isn’t me! I’m not what I am!”
I don’t know where I should go next.
If I lost them, what should I do?
Should I be the old me again?
An ignorance one that didn’t care what actually happen.
Or a new me?
The one that doesn’t have it’s true self?
Only pretending as someone and erase my true identity away?
Why there’re some many differences between me and my friends?
Fate…
Is what you try to tell me here, is that they have left me and I’m alone again?
Where should I go?
Nowhere?
Why there’re so many gap among us?
Am I the one that not worthy enough to be with them?
Not worthy enough to stand beside them?
Well, maybe yes.
Maybe the answer is yes.
I have to put BD out more frequently.
Maybe with that personality, this lifeless body can get a decent place to rest.
A place where at least people see me.
Even though they never admit me as their friends, at least this body is seen.
I’m seen.
I don’t want to be forever invisible.
But, I don’t have my light and shine.
That’s why people never see me.
I’m the part of darkness that makes the place wherever I go veiled with void, emptiness, hopelessness and catastrophe.
Well, that’s all…
BD
Jumat, 21 November 2008
What are Tears? What Pain Feels Like? How Does It Feels Being Normal?
Tears are something that we shed.
Something that flows from our eyes.
I used to cry alone at night.
Whenever I got problem.
I can’t solve it.
Because there’s no solution.
So, I cry for something ambiguous.
Something that isn’t exists.
I shout.
I scream.
I ask for help.
Several offered me help.
But, nobody can find the solution either.
Like I said earlier.
There are no solutions for my problems.
They can heal my wounds temporarily.
Scars are still there.
Etched deeply.
Bleed every time.
At first, I can’t stand the pain.
But, as the time goes by…
Pain is my soul mate.
I’m already numb.
I can’t feel pain anymore.
So, bring the pain to the maximum level!
Bring it on!
I can’t shed tears freely anymore.
It’s almost dried up…
What are tears?
Please remind me of tears.
Please remind me of pain.
Please remind me of being “someone” normal.
Fate hasn’t allowed me to die.
I’m not allowed to die now.
How long should I stay alive?
I just want to sleep.
Sleep in eternity and never wake up.
Tormented Complex (TC).
Something that flows from our eyes.
I used to cry alone at night.
Whenever I got problem.
I can’t solve it.
Because there’s no solution.
So, I cry for something ambiguous.
Something that isn’t exists.
I shout.
I scream.
I ask for help.
Several offered me help.
But, nobody can find the solution either.
Like I said earlier.
There are no solutions for my problems.
They can heal my wounds temporarily.
Scars are still there.
Etched deeply.
Bleed every time.
At first, I can’t stand the pain.
But, as the time goes by…
Pain is my soul mate.
I’m already numb.
I can’t feel pain anymore.
So, bring the pain to the maximum level!
Bring it on!
I can’t shed tears freely anymore.
It’s almost dried up…
What are tears?
Please remind me of tears.
Please remind me of pain.
Please remind me of being “someone” normal.
Fate hasn’t allowed me to die.
I’m not allowed to die now.
How long should I stay alive?
I just want to sleep.
Sleep in eternity and never wake up.
Tormented Complex (TC).
Pride and Envy, BD and TC
Pride and Envy.
Somehow, it related.
Maybe, those are things that always come to my mind.
The things that always complicate everything.
Bothers me every time.
*sigh*
The things that will turn me into a pure asshole whenever it comes.
I don’t know whether it’s BD or TC that has these.
Maybe BD influences TC or vice versa.
TC is a personality that dominates 80% of my life.
But, BD showed up lately.
BD started to take over TC’s part.
TC wants to disappear from this world.
She started to let BD out so everyone can adapt to BD.
BD can handle things better than TC.
TC is lame at everything.
All she can do is just causing trouble for everyone.
Maybe I should let BD take over this body forever.
Let TC buried deep inside or vanish forever.
Pride…
Envy…
Hope BD won’t show that too much.
I think TC has to say goodbye to everyone…
Just be prepared…
In case something bad happen to her...
Well…
Whatever.
TC and BD.
Somehow, it related.
Maybe, those are things that always come to my mind.
The things that always complicate everything.
Bothers me every time.
*sigh*
The things that will turn me into a pure asshole whenever it comes.
I don’t know whether it’s BD or TC that has these.
Maybe BD influences TC or vice versa.
TC is a personality that dominates 80% of my life.
But, BD showed up lately.
BD started to take over TC’s part.
TC wants to disappear from this world.
She started to let BD out so everyone can adapt to BD.
BD can handle things better than TC.
TC is lame at everything.
All she can do is just causing trouble for everyone.
Maybe I should let BD take over this body forever.
Let TC buried deep inside or vanish forever.
Pride…
Envy…
Hope BD won’t show that too much.
I think TC has to say goodbye to everyone…
Just be prepared…
In case something bad happen to her...
Well…
Whatever.
TC and BD.
Rabu, 19 November 2008
When I'm Gone
Will anybody miss me when I'm gone? Forever?
When I'm Gone
by Simple Plan
We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.
It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.
Chorus:
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.
Chorus
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-
Let's go!
Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.
Chorus
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Tormented Complex (TC)
When I'm Gone
by Simple Plan
We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.
It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.
Chorus:
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.
Chorus
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-
Let's go!
Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.
Chorus
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Tormented Complex (TC)
Untitled
Another good lyrics for today...
Somebody... Save me please..
I'm dying here...
I don't want to run to HIM again.
Not that jerk...
"Untitled"
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Tormented Complex (TC)
Somebody... Save me please..
I'm dying here...
I don't want to run to HIM again.
Not that jerk...
"Untitled"
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Tormented Complex (TC)
Thank You
I'm insane I think.
I post lots of lyrics today...
Well, I just don't know what to say anymore.
Hope the lyrics can represent my feelings.
"Thank You"
by Simple Plan
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
Tormented Complex (TC)
I post lots of lyrics today...
Well, I just don't know what to say anymore.
Hope the lyrics can represent my feelings.
"Thank You"
by Simple Plan
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
Tormented Complex (TC)
Welcome To My Life
Yeah.. Welcome to my life..
This one really reflects me right now..
*sigh*
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Tormented Complex (TC)
This one really reflects me right now..
*sigh*
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Tormented Complex (TC)
Your Love is A Lie
Another lyric...
Well, this one more reflects the relationship of lover.
But, I just want to post it.
Some part of the lyric express what are in my mind right now.
I love Simple Plan's songs.
"Your Love Is A Lie"
by Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
Tormented Complex (TC)
Well, this one more reflects the relationship of lover.
But, I just want to post it.
Some part of the lyric express what are in my mind right now.
I love Simple Plan's songs.
"Your Love Is A Lie"
by Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
Tormented Complex (TC)
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