Hello again…
It’s my first posting for this new year (let me warn you, this posting won’t be pleasant. If you want to find something cheerful, don’t expect to find it from reading my posting. My posting always about something unpleasant…).
Firstly, I just wanna say Happy New Year 2009 and Happy Chinese New Year.
Best wishes for all of you.
Hope your wish and New Year Resolution can be fulfilled.
As usual, I have made my own New Year Resolution.
I decided it.
When I’m trying to contemplate again about that, I guess it’s really hard to be fulfilled.
Of course, you need effort to make it come true.
But…
For someone like me…
I’m quite optimistic that I can’t make it happen.
Today is the day that I’ve been waiting for.
I don’t know why…
Nothing so special, but I waited and wished today will come quickly.
Unfortunately, today didn’t turn out really well.
The same goes like my Chinese New Year.
Like last year, it ended badly.
Haha11x.
I guess it’s hard for somebody like me to have just one normal day.
This kind of day, day with frustration and all is my “normal day”.
If I really can have a day just like the normal day that I always imagine in my mind, it’ll be a “sophisticated day”.
Today is normal…
So normal…
Why I still can survive, I really don’t have any idea about it.
It’s only a matter of time.
I have made my own promise.
I’m still waiting for something.
After that something has come, then, I can leave at least with a little peace in my heart.
The thing is, there’re also several things, which I keep thinking about.
Well, I don’t want to hope or expect anything.
Base on my experience, hope and expectation will only bring heartbreak.
So, stop believing.
Stop hoping.
Stop trusting.
I have tried my best.
People never see me.
So, yeah…
Thinking about going back to someone…
He isn’t that reliable.
But, at least, we’re jerk.
So, we’re perfect match.
It’s raining here.
With sad songs, it’s quite supporting the condition here.
Hehe11x.
It’s only the beginning of the year.
But, I already filled it with bad things.
That’s me…
I’m thinking, why BD didn’t come out these days…
I wanna sleep…
Tired already…
Wanna let BD take control.
I’m tired facing world and reality.
Yeah, I never grow up.
I’m more annoying than Nero, huh?
First, I hate him very much.
Now, I want to know from him, with so many people hating him, why he can face that?
He even has girlfriend!
He’s a jerk, but he’s strong.
He’s lonely, but he still has someone.
I never thought that I could admire him in this way too…
What a pity…
I hate him, but I wanna be like him…
Dante is cool, but he’s out of reach.
I can’t be someone like him…
Vergil?
Yeah, I wanna be like him too.
He can face everything alone.
Well, maybe no…
Vergil needs Dante, even though he never admits that.
(Of course! It’s VERGIL we’re talking about!)
I wanna stand on the side of the road.
With rain pouring down, staring absentmindedly…
Just me.
Alone…
Having too much troubles, now my brain started to grow strange…
Should I enter asylum?
Haha11x.
Tormented Complex (TC)
Sabtu, 31 Januari 2009
Kamis, 29 Januari 2009
Ulangan yang ane
Hari sabtu nanti gw hrs bersiap2 mempermalukan diri sendiri dengan menyanyi bak karaokean bhs Jepang!!!!
jadi, buat ngambil nilai psikomotorik, si sensei (guru) mengumumkan akan mengadakan ulangan menyanyi!!!
Akhirnya gw memutuskan menyanyikan lagunya Yui yg judulnya "Goodbye Days"
klo mo tau lagunya cari aj di Youtube. hahaha.
gw mah kasi liriknya aja....
Goodbye Days -YUI
Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai
Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la with you
Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan
Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la with you
Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni
Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days
english translation:
So now, I’m going to meet you
that’s what I’ve decided
this song in my pocket
I want you to hear it
softly raising the volume
I’ve already tried and made sure
oh Good-bye days, now
there’s a feeling of change
up until yesterday, so long
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
I hand the other earphone to you
it flows slowly
this moment
are you loving well?
even though you lose your way sometimes
oh Good-bye days, now
the heart that started to change, alright
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
if possible, I’d want to
not think any sad thoughts
but you’ll show up, right?
that time, with a smile
even if you could say something like,
“Yeah hello!! my friend”
that’d be nice
when we’re humming the same song
be next to me, I wish
I’m glad I met
an uncool kindness
…goodbye days
~vermillion92
jadi, buat ngambil nilai psikomotorik, si sensei (guru) mengumumkan akan mengadakan ulangan menyanyi!!!
Akhirnya gw memutuskan menyanyikan lagunya Yui yg judulnya "Goodbye Days"
klo mo tau lagunya cari aj di Youtube. hahaha.
gw mah kasi liriknya aja....
Goodbye Days -YUI
Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai
Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la with you
Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan
Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la with you
Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni
Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days
english translation:
So now, I’m going to meet you
that’s what I’ve decided
this song in my pocket
I want you to hear it
softly raising the volume
I’ve already tried and made sure
oh Good-bye days, now
there’s a feeling of change
up until yesterday, so long
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
I hand the other earphone to you
it flows slowly
this moment
are you loving well?
even though you lose your way sometimes
oh Good-bye days, now
the heart that started to change, alright
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
if possible, I’d want to
not think any sad thoughts
but you’ll show up, right?
that time, with a smile
even if you could say something like,
“Yeah hello!! my friend”
that’d be nice
when we’re humming the same song
be next to me, I wish
I’m glad I met
an uncool kindness
…goodbye days
~vermillion92
Sabtu, 24 Januari 2009
Falsafah Seekor Burung
Aku sangat menyukai burung.
Dari semua binatang yang pernah ada di bumi,
aku paling suka burung.
Aku ingin menjadi seperti burung.
Burung, dapat terbang bebas ke mana saja.
Burung, terbang pergi mengitkuti nalurinya.
Burung, terbang tanpa dihalangi.
Burung, makhluk yang bebas.
Burung, selalu tahu kapan saat yang tepat untuk tinggal dan pergi.
Burung, selalu bisa mencari tempat yang aman dan nyaman baginya.
aku ingin teman-temanku menjadi seperti burung.
Bebas mengikuti kehendak mereka.
Tapi tahu pasti langkah apa yang harus diambil,
dan selalu menemukan yang terbaik bagi dirinya.
aku berdoa agar orang-orang yang kusayangi,
dapat menggapai mimpi-mimpi mereka
dan menemukan tempat terbaik bagi mereka.
Hari ini, aku berdoa
agar semuanya baik-baik saja...
~vermillion92
Dari semua binatang yang pernah ada di bumi,
aku paling suka burung.
Aku ingin menjadi seperti burung.
Burung, dapat terbang bebas ke mana saja.
Burung, terbang pergi mengitkuti nalurinya.
Burung, terbang tanpa dihalangi.
Burung, makhluk yang bebas.
Burung, selalu tahu kapan saat yang tepat untuk tinggal dan pergi.
Burung, selalu bisa mencari tempat yang aman dan nyaman baginya.
aku ingin teman-temanku menjadi seperti burung.
Bebas mengikuti kehendak mereka.
Tapi tahu pasti langkah apa yang harus diambil,
dan selalu menemukan yang terbaik bagi dirinya.
aku berdoa agar orang-orang yang kusayangi,
dapat menggapai mimpi-mimpi mereka
dan menemukan tempat terbaik bagi mereka.
Hari ini, aku berdoa
agar semuanya baik-baik saja...
~vermillion92
Lama ga aktif
Emang dah lama bgt blog ini ga diupdate.
Kita emang sibuk gara2 skul kita yg ngadain acara ini itu.
slaen itu komputerny lg pada ga bener selama liburan.
akhirnya, mpe taon baru, inilah post pertama yg msk.
wkwkwk...
meski telat bgt, anyway..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
ok, so now, we'll start our new life in the new year...
~vermillion92
Kita emang sibuk gara2 skul kita yg ngadain acara ini itu.
slaen itu komputerny lg pada ga bener selama liburan.
akhirnya, mpe taon baru, inilah post pertama yg msk.
wkwkwk...
meski telat bgt, anyway..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
ok, so now, we'll start our new life in the new year...
~vermillion92
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