I don't like it

actually i don't like this kind of life

full of boredom
and full of emptiness

for vermillion
i don't know what happen to you in this time
but i think you need to cheer up

you're strong, right???
hope you can go through your problems....

rein

Nb: i will post my pending posting tomorrow

War child (the cranberries)

Who will save the war child baby? Who controls the key?
The web we weave is thick and sordid, fine by me
At times of war, we're all the losers, there's no victory
We'll shoot to kill and kill your lover, fine by me

War child, victim of political pride
Plant the seed, territorial greed
Mind the war child, we should mind the war child
I spent last winter in New York, and came upon a man
He was sleeping on the streets and homeless,
he said "I fought in Vietnam"
Beneath his shirt he wore the mark, he bore the bark with pride
A two inch deep incision carved, into his side

Who's the loser now, eh?
Who's the loser now, eh?
We're all losers now
We're all losers now

~vermillion92

->turut berduka cita atas peristiwa bom JW Marriot & Ritz Carlton

next step

I've decided
to move on
and leaving you behind
and I swore to myself
not to cry
'coz you're not worthy enough to have my tears

~vermillion92

Can't go back Can't move on

I tried to survive
but the ground is too weak
there's a quake and it's starting to break

I tried to swim
reaching to the shore
but tornadoes came
and i was rushed out

I can't go back
nor move forward and live on
my heart has broke
my mind has lost

I tried to fly
up upon the sky
but i fall without my wings

I can't go back
nor move forward and live on
my heart has broke
my mind has lost

I can't go back....
I can't move on....

~vermillion92

(not titled yet)

I don’t know who has started it
Light the fire between us
That burns the connecting bridge
Making a great cliff upon

Nobody knows who had started it
All I knew
That this must be ended soon

When will this fire run out?
How to fix the connecting bridge?
Who want to fix it?
~vermillion92

Tired

I’m tired
Because I have been working for a long time
Without rest
I have been thinking too much
And now I need to stop
I have been waiting too long
And now I can’t bear it anymore
~vermillion92

Holidays

Yah, jadi ceritanya....

Gw ikut rombongan ibu2 daerah rumah gw untuk pergi ke Pelabuhan Ratu.
Sebenarnya semua itu baik2 saja.

Namun setelah kita sampai di hotel yang udah di booking oleh salah satu ibu2 yang udah berbaik hati mau booking buat kita.
Ternyata aslinya itu hotel adalah "Love Hotel".

Dengan nama lain hotel mesum....
Jelas aja mesum
Udah gelap!
Lampu malah ada yang mati!
Kamar mandi terbuka (lu bisa liat orang mandi di bathtub padahal lu lagi tidur2an di tempat tidur).
Shower tanpa tirai atau pintu.

Naas nasib gw.


Udah gitu
you know lah
namanya juga ibu2

wisata tanpa belanja rasanya hampa
begitu kata mereka

Bagi gw hidup untuk belanja
namanya neraka

gak baik buat kesehatan gw

jadilah gw kayak orang goblok


Selaen itu
ada ibu yang nyaris membuat gw naek dara dan pengen gw tabok

udah tau namanya pergi rame2
eh, dia maksa pergi ke satu tempat tanpa nanya ke yang laen mau ikut ke sana atau gak
Bagus kan!!!
Hampir aja gw naek darah liat dia marah2 di depan nyokap gw dan beberapa ibu2 laennya.
Sumpah pingin gw gampar
Bisa2nya pergi bareng gitu masih egois.

Huehehehehehehe

Malemnya di pelabuhan ratu
gw maen kartu ma anak2 SMP se lingkungan gw

eh udah gitu pas mau balik ke kamar

Banyak cwe lagi nunggu cowo2 kesepian di hotel gw
Tenyata tempat karaoke hotel gw itu adalah bar terselebung mereka
TAik!!!
Berisik setengah anjrit!!!
Udah mana pake ada banci lagi!!!

Sial


REin

Living in the World Without You

from The Rasmus

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you


Rein

A Shoulder To Cry On

*Guys, no matter what the future bring us
*no matter what we're going to pursue
*i want you to know
*that i'll always try to be like this

A Shoulder To Cry On (Tommy Page)

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

~vermillion92