Feel the pain, feel the suffer

Now, my life was upside down...
Nothing happened as what I imagine before

Actually it's not a big a deal for me
But for the real
why such a thing like this happen to me???
Why?

every unlucky thing comes to my life
one by one
slow but sure

i just want to live happily
without pain n suffer
no deal for hope
no think to die

but somehow
i just want to erase my existance in this world
and never want to live this life anymore

i try to ignore everything
everyone

but when i try that
many of you come to me to say this and that
so i can't do that

as my parents so
they put to much hopr on my shoulders

as my big brother
he put unforgetable swear to me

as my second brother
he put unforgetable promise to me

and as my life goes on
i still need to struggle with many things

i need to face the pain
i need to fight the suffer

although i ain't gonna live in this world
i still need to face the truth


Rein