this kind of existance that i never imagine before

one of my friend write a status on his facebook
he said, "too much people putting their dreams to him, and now those dreams give him a lot of pressure."

i think it's true
many people put their dreams to us
as our parents, brother and sister, friends, teachers, etc.
they will say to you, "you can get through this"
but never try to understand deep inside, our dream is just a simple dream and not a big one

i'm sick of what people's saying
like "you can get through it", "you can do it", "i pray for you"
and also "keep on spirit", "god speed", "god bless you" etc
i don't mean that all of these mean nonsense or bullshit
but those means nothing for me
it's better to motivate someone than just giving a usual advice
giving motivation gives people another point of view
but giving advice like a wise-person do is not good idea for a person like me

despite of all those things
because of others dreams, i live this kind of life not as me
but as another person
and it's all because others dreams
this is not funny
but as i said from the previous post
it became a point of no return
if i came home with an empty hand
what will people say to me
i will make my family embarrassed of me

Rein