What are Tears? What Pain Feels Like? How Does It Feels Being Normal?

Tears are something that we shed.
Something that flows from our eyes.
I used to cry alone at night.
Whenever I got problem.
I can’t solve it.
Because there’s no solution.
So, I cry for something ambiguous.
Something that isn’t exists.
I shout.
I scream.
I ask for help.
Several offered me help.
But, nobody can find the solution either.
Like I said earlier.
There are no solutions for my problems.
They can heal my wounds temporarily.
Scars are still there.
Etched deeply.
Bleed every time.
At first, I can’t stand the pain.
But, as the time goes by…
Pain is my soul mate.
I’m already numb.
I can’t feel pain anymore.
So, bring the pain to the maximum level!
Bring it on!
I can’t shed tears freely anymore.
It’s almost dried up…
What are tears?
Please remind me of tears.
Please remind me of pain.
Please remind me of being “someone” normal.
Fate hasn’t allowed me to die.
I’m not allowed to die now.
How long should I stay alive?
I just want to sleep.
Sleep in eternity and never wake up.


Tormented Complex (TC).