Stupid Things

Thursday, 11th June 2009, 14:39

Stupid Things

I went to school this morning.
Last night, I only slept for around 3 hours.
Today, I went to school really exhausted and felt so sick.
Again, I was disappointed.
Now, I’m really sure that everyone has left me.
I think I have acted like a pure asshole these days.
That makes senses.
Because that is what I want and what I have to do.
People always hate me and I think it’ll be fine if I add several more people to that category.
I think my school, for these days, really forces us to do unimportant thing.
If I can skip school, I’ll skip it.
For what?
It’ll be better if I stay home.
Doing nothing, just fooling around.
My school is having some kind of training for these three days.
Today, the trainer asked us to run to get a post-it on the paper.
I slipped and fell.
Well, maybe because one student tripped me down.
I fell and even hit my friend under me.
I just realized that my feet are hurt.
Maybe due that stupid accident.
Just put some medicine on it.
Maybe I sprained it…
Now, I even lazy to walk around the house…
Because every time I walked, I will look like a limp!
Still waiting here…
Where the hell is someone who can understand me?
Never feel really alone like this before…
But, that’s great!
Now, I can really be what I want to be!
I’m tired to always sacrifice for others.
While the others never at least show their appreciation to me…
Please stop pretending…
For RP, I’m tired that you always following me.
I’m tired of your extra attention.
I have my own life and I hope for the last time, leave me alone and let me finish my problem alone.
Just do your own business and stop being a busybody.
Stop sticking your nose on my problems.
I’m tired of having you around.
There are times that I need you to leave me alone.
I have been disappointed for many times.
Please think about my difficulties and circumstances.
But, it’s useless…
Because you never know and you will never understand.

Tormented Complex (TC)