Things That Popped Out in My Mind

Can’t sleep tonight.
Although I have school tomorrow and it’s almost 2 o’clock in the morning here.
Why a friendship ends?
Some people maybe have their own good reasons.
Maybe they got backstabbed or being framed and so on and so forth.
But, me?
It’s because 300 thousands rupiah.
Silly damn reason.
I really don’t want to go to school tomorrow.
Lots of thing still bothering my mind.
Usually, at this time, I’ll run to my room and take a comic, which usually are effective as the remedy.
Or maybe playing game, which usually can distract my mind.
But, I have betrayed them.
So, I got no reason to run back to them, because I have turned my back to them.
I’m really, really, really alone now.
No one can comfort me now.
Tomorrow will turn out bad again.
Like always…
Hell everyday everywhere every time.
I’ll turn out crazy soon!!!!
No wonder I got much white hair recently.
Getting old here…
Darn it…
I’ll be trapped between genius people again tomorrow!!!
ARGGGHHHHH!!!!
Don’t have any idea what should I do!!!
My incapability blocking me again…
Why God created a human with so many flaws like me???

Tormented Complex (TC)