Tired

1 February 2010

Too often to be trapped in the same situation makes me sick with this kind of life
I can’t say bored, because I’m trapped.
I can’t say tired, because it’s a trap.
I can’t say hatred, because no one loves it.
It’s just a kind of horrific life to continue, if the same situation happens all the time.
All of this makes me sick, makes me wanna break down my life, just abandon it. That’s it.

What the fuck with my life?
What kind of life do I pass from today?
What kind of love and pain that I need to feel?
Sorrow always fills my day.
Cry too.
Do I need to take my life away by myself? (Although I’ve no rights to take it away)
Do I need to abandon everything that I have struggled for a long time?

Rein