I Don't Understand

First, I want to say thanks to Rein for the comments and critics about me.
I appreciate that really much.
Second, well… What is stated below, it’s only something that I need to say.
This is not specifically addressed to you,it's in general context and it's only a little shout out from me.

Well, I don’t and can’t understand at all why it turns out like this.
My life…
All problems keep spinning around.
It has been really tough for me these days.
Well, I guess everybody has their own problems.
Maybe my problems aren’t that severe and hard like you guys have.
But, for someone like me, those problems are bothering me enough until I almost reach my limit.
I trusted, I believed and I rely to someone.
But, unfortunately, I have to be disappointed again.
I don’t understand again and again each time it happens.
Even I try really hard; I think my social life can’t be changed.
So, I am ready.
Just tell me if you hate me already.
You know, not all thing can work out just what we have expected.
If you don’t think that we can be together again, just tell me.
We have to face our own bumpy road.
There are times when we have lost each other.
So, rather than forcing you to be my friend, we can say goodbye to each other.
Goodbye is something common.
Each of us has to face goodbyes.
If we can’t be happy again like what we used to be, so, why not?
Thanks for the great time you had gave me in the past.
Let’s just make that as good memories and face our future.
Separate ways isn’t really bad.

Tormented Complex (TC)